A Mother's Conundrum

I want to raise her for

a world where...

please and thank you

matter

and

skin color doesn't.

A world where

nice is rewarded

and

people take turns.

I want her to be

polite

and kind.

I want her to be

patient

and giving.

I want her to share.

I want her to care.

 

I want to raise her

for the world I dream about

I want her to be

part of the solution

not the problem.

I want...

so much...

for her.

 

But we live

in THIS world.

Where

skin color does matter.

It can get you

killed

and your murderer

walks free.

Nice is seen as weak.

People don't speak.

And if you don't push your way in

you may never get a turn.

Sigh

 

I want her to be open.

I want her to be sweet.

I want her to give an equal chance

to each person she meets.

I want her to love peace.

 

I want to raise her

for the world I dream about

I want her to be

part of the solution

not the problem.

I want...

so much...

for her.

 

But we live

in THIS world.

So far from the one I dream about.

And although I love

my rose-colored glasses

I cannot,

for her,

deny

what

is.

This is a Mother's conundrum.

 

Dana Russell was born and raised in the Bronx, the birthplace of hip hop. Rhythm and rhyme were her first foods. Dana lives poetry. When she isn't doing all of the things associated with being Mother to a future boss she can be found performing at Ashford and Simpson's Sugar Bar. Dana wears her invisible tiara everywhere she goes and is known in the poetry world as HRH Dana. Don Quixote is one of her heroes and Dana spends an inordinate amount of time tilting at windmills and attempting to love the ugly, messy, beautiful world that we live in. More Dana: Web | Instagram | Facebook

Dana Russell

Dana was born and raised in the Bronx, the birthplace of hip hop. Rhythm and rhyme were her first foods. Dana lives poetry. When she isn't doing all of the things associated with being Mother to a future boss she can be found performing at Ashford and Simpson's Sugar Bar. Dana wears her invisible tiara everywhere she goes and is known in the poetry world as HRH Dana. Don Quixote is one of her heroes and Dana spends an inordinate amount of time tilting at windmills and attempting to love the ugly, messy, beautiful world that we live in. Web | Instagram | Facebook